Monday, February 22, 2010

Damn! the inner critic

Damn the inner critic I have living in my head

He smokes a cigarette and he wishes we were dead

He shouts above the static, ripping us to shreds

Drowning us in sarcasm and sharp derisive dread

Damn my inner critic! I believe in what he says

Worthless: every thought with every tear I've ever bled

My mirror has his eyes; the skeptic standing in my stead

Thin skin hung on bones toss restless bruising in my bed

I handed him a razor and he hung us by a thread

Breakdown in the nervous train wreck running on a tread

Damn this sick obsession and this masochistic bent, and

The gutter of my mind where my parasite was bred

I wish I did not love him. I would kill my twin insect

Too late; I put on silence and hope no one can detect

The thrice-damned inner critic behind my sneers and cigarettes